Sleeping doesn’t appear to be an option tonight, even tho I’d like to. The eyelids don’t seem willing to become and heavy ‘n’ such. I kinda screwed up tonight about something, so the tension about what the fuck’s gonna happen after what I said is quite prevailing. This would be good since tomorrow I will sleep as longer as possible and won’t have to be awake thinking about the possible outcome I severely fear of, but one the cons is that I have an exam of microbiology on Tuesday and I have to study. And I can’t study if an additive factor to my dizziness and uncertainty is what has happened tonight, which despite the honesty surrounding it, well, it was harsh. Sadness rules one more night, what’s more to like. I shall wait and see tho, wait and see. I’m sad.